So. I LOVE PUZZLES. period. They are so relaxing, and give me time to think.
and what I have realized in the time that i've been working on my most recent puzzle, is that i am a very independent person. I like my alone time. Where i can just sit. relax. think.
I like when I can just be alone and sing to myself or whatever. and
doing my puzzle.
I've realized that I really hate asking people for help. I usually try to figure it out on my own, or I will ask someone. But that's only when i'm feeling lazy or totally confused. I like painting, and playing the piano. and
doing my puzzle.
I love being with people! don't get my wrong! I'm not one of those freaks who never come out of their room. I Love going out and talking and having dinner with people or whatever. Or going on vacations and adventures to the mall or Disneyland. going to theatre is soooo much fun! =D but I love
doing my puzzle.
Independent. that's Me.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Choir Retreat '10
The choir retreat this year has been the most touching time in my life. Our choir always looks forward to Worship most, and this year we came wanting God to just touch us, that right there is sooooo overwhelming. God worked in me. I cried for over 5 hours this weekend. God was truly in the room with us. I felt him. I saw pictures racing through my mind of him and angels and hell and demons and the end times and
I have been cleansed. The scariest thing for me was when my choir teacher, Mrs. Clark, came over to me while I was worshiping and she put her hand on my heart and laid out all the sin and everything I was thinking right there and then. Ya, I was on my face 2 seconds later. Crying. I was praying, and while I was doing this, I felt the demon literally being pushed out of me, and I saw in my mind it going down, straight to the pit of hell and burning up. I cried for quite a while after that. God has restored me. He has broken the backbone of this sin that was chaining me down and keeping me away from Him. I am restored. The visions i saw, I drew and wrote things I felt in my spirit. They look horrible cause I was crying and shaking and it was dark, but i felt God. I never wanted to leave that night.He is sooo real. No one will EVER be able to take me away from Him. I come back from this retreat with a whole new outlook. God is real.
Listen to: Holy by Matt Gilman and Cory Asbury, just do it.
I have been cleansed. The scariest thing for me was when my choir teacher, Mrs. Clark, came over to me while I was worshiping and she put her hand on my heart and laid out all the sin and everything I was thinking right there and then. Ya, I was on my face 2 seconds later. Crying. I was praying, and while I was doing this, I felt the demon literally being pushed out of me, and I saw in my mind it going down, straight to the pit of hell and burning up. I cried for quite a while after that. God has restored me. He has broken the backbone of this sin that was chaining me down and keeping me away from Him. I am restored. The visions i saw, I drew and wrote things I felt in my spirit. They look horrible cause I was crying and shaking and it was dark, but i felt God. I never wanted to leave that night.He is sooo real. No one will EVER be able to take me away from Him. I come back from this retreat with a whole new outlook. God is real.Listen to: Holy by Matt Gilman and Cory Asbury, just do it.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
ReConnections
Disneyland was amazing. I went last thursday with Raquel Westlake, AN AMAZING GIRL! we met at ctg in June 2009, but we didn't really start talking till the end of July when we started doing lights and sound for WWTLISYW. I am soo glad God brought her into my life. She is the best friend anyone could ever have! We kind of grew apart for a while though. But we went to Disneyland last Thursday, just me and her. Katy bailed. We bonded like crazy. She's someone you can go to, in any mood and you'll feel 10x's better 5 minutes into the convo. Well on our way to disneyland was amazing. =] we sang the whole way there! and the whole way back! hahaha! my voice was gone at the end of the day.
We got to disneyland and I got to be the first one to take her to California Adventure EVER! =D that was fun! then we went to disneyland. this whole time, we never had an akward moment. There's not a whole lot of people i could go to disneyland with and not have an akward moment all day. Well she was feeling sick, so we went home. When she dropped me off at my house, she said "Love Ya." I like how she can say "Love ya" and it doesn't have to be akward or sexual like most people would probably take it. Were just good friends. Amazing friends now. and i can honestly say, "I Love Ya Too Raquel."
We got to disneyland and I got to be the first one to take her to California Adventure EVER! =D that was fun! then we went to disneyland. this whole time, we never had an akward moment. There's not a whole lot of people i could go to disneyland with and not have an akward moment all day. Well she was feeling sick, so we went home. When she dropped me off at my house, she said "Love Ya." I like how she can say "Love ya" and it doesn't have to be akward or sexual like most people would probably take it. Were just good friends. Amazing friends now. and i can honestly say, "I Love Ya Too Raquel."
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