I don't know what to do...

I really don't. I don't know who to turn to, who my friends are. nothing.
I need you. I LOVE you. like, seriously. I can't live without you, but you can obviously live without me. I'm glad were friends. really. i am. friends. But you hardly ever acknowledge me as anything more. I don't know what to do anymore. i NEED more from you. i seriously would die without you. you mean the world to me. How do i get your attention? How do i get you to want me back?
im just gonna give up. you come to me if you want anything. im done.

They should date. LOVE.













SHE HAS A TATTOO ON HER LEFT FOOT!
this i did not know.
umm... so ya. i love it. =D

A year already?

Wow. in just a couple days, its going to have been a year. do you remember how it was? how it happened? cause i do. I remember it like it was yesterday. I remember we just got back and we were texting and I remember excactly where I was, what I was wearing, Where I went afterward, and what I was doing. It's insane thinking back now. how different it is now. I remember regretting so much after getting back. about not stopping certain things and doing others. I remember the whole thing so clearly. I remember that that was the most fun i had ever had up there. ever. Do you remember?

Permitt!!! =D

I got my permit tuesday and i drove today. HOW FREAKIN' SCARYY! =O
it was A LOT of fun! =D can't wait to get my driver's liscence!

Volleyball

I LOVE volleyball.
I have decided.
It's gonna be a good year this year.
The team looks AMAZING.



















This is gonna be me. =]

Wow.

Wow. that was like a stab in the heart.
im seriously hurt.
i don't know what to do now.
but we'll see.
your kind of a jerk to me now?
i thought i was just being nice.
i miss you.
you mean a lot to me.
but i guess i don't mean much to you.
whatevs.
we'll see.

Where'd you go?

I miss her so much. She doesn't even seem to notice me anymore? is he really that important that you? that you have to blow off all your friends? i really miss you. we never text anymore. We hardly talk. I just want to know you again. We used to have so much fun. What happened? We were BEST friends for so long? what happened? He doesn't even treat you right. Does it feel like abuse? cause that's sure what it looks like. When you need me, i'll be right here waiting for you.